I am always lazy when I miss you

Besides going to the post office I did nothing more than watch films and listen to music, sometimes I wonder if this is a waste of time. I don't know, I wasn't feeling well anyways. Unfortunately tomorrow everything goes back to normal, rotine starts and I will have to go to college. Why don't I enjoy going to college? I bet I am not the only one though.

A Little Princess (1995) - I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren’t pretty, or smart, or young. They’re still princesses. All of us. Didn’t your father ever tell you that? Didn’t he?. I guess I know most of the lines of this film, haha it's useless I know but it is my favourite since I was nine years old or something. - a song

I got the flu! which sucks, even my eyes are aching. All I got to get today was pictures of my breakfast. Anyways my day wasn't really good either mainly because of the flu but also due to some other personal issues. To comfort myself I got a cute dress from Camden Town.

Summer list

blouse, skirt,hat from topshop, sandals zara
I wish it was hot so I could wear something like this :/

scrambled egg, chopped tomatoes with mozzarella cheese, white coffee, orange juice, toast + cheese.

Primark bag

Here I am shifting on a uncomfortable chair, starring at the computer screen. It's almost 03:00 am and I don't feel like going to bed. I feel a bit guilty to stay up late and I have no idea why. Although it's half term and I can sleep until noon, I still feel a bit worried as I am the only person awake in my house even my cats are sleeping, everything is so dark and I don't turn the lights on. Things like that makes me want to go to bed, but in the other hand I dont want to. It seems that every single night I go through this dilemma. I would like to know what time do you usually go to sleep, it would comfort me to know that other people also stay up late.

Cold days

Pictures from monday! x

Hi there! First of all thank you for all the motivating comments, I'm feeling a bit better in terms of motivation and enthusiasm, Although I don't feel inspired, I took some pictures that I thought I could maybe share them with you. Today was cloudy again but I'm trying to feel a bit optimist about it and maybe a bit sarcastic or ironic. Today when the cold wind touched my face I said 'what a lovely breeze'.

Outfit: Dress + hat from h&m, bag primark!

To be frank, I feel slightly discouraged to blog here. I don't know the reason why. Therefore I might be away for a few days, well it depends on my mood to be honest - but I think I am just going to take a break :) and post again when I feel a bit more cheerful and inspired, because lately nothing inspires me at all and it is so sad. Checking sites like lookbook which used to be my major inspiration source, and now I dont get inspired by nothing and no one. how miserable is that. Anyways I think the reason I don't feel like blogging here is due to lack of enthusiasm. -- a song

Without these pills you're let loose

No, I don't actually smoke, I took these pictures a few days ago once I was really bored so I decided to dress up like a rocker haha - although my jacket can be a bit cowgirl-like. 0.o

Hi lovely readers, you know I really like drawing even though I am really bad at it. Anyways I just decided to share with you a blog dedicated to my ordinary drawings , if you want you can follow me here . Have a good night!

So here as a list of my favorite films, songs and books I will probably forget some that I really like but as I remember I will add it. In the mean time here are the ones that I can remember at the moment.

Favourite Films
Flipped, My Girl, An American Crime, Girl Interrupted, Riding in cars with boys, The Little Princess, Dirty Dancing, The Triangle, All Boys Love Mandy Lane, Speak, Grease, 500 days of summer, White Oleander, The Secret Garden, Blue Valentine, Love Actually, Vicky Cristina Barcelona, Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, The Dreamers, Life is Beautiful, The Notebook, Pride and Prejudice, Gone with the wind.

Favourite Music
Camera Obscura, Belle & Sebastian, Francoise Hardy, The Chiffons, Neil Sedaka, Beirut, Little Joy, The Libertines, Connie Francis, Sue Thompson, She & Him, God Help The Girl, Best Coast, First Aid Kit, Dodie Stevens, The Ronettes, Sha Na Na, Creedence, Bread, Herman's Hermits, Manfred Mann, Merrilee Rush, Annette Funicello, The Firebirds, Boney M, Curtis Lee, The Shangri- Las, The Crystals, Simon & Garfunkel, Billie the Vision & The Dancers, Petula Clark, Brigitte Bardot, Juanes, Russian Red.


Favourite Books
Wait until Spring Bandini - John Fante. Ask the Dust - John Fante. Pulp - Bukowski. Hollywood - Bukowski. Tales of Ordinary Madness - Bukowski. Post Office - Bukowski. What we talk about when we talk about love - Raymond Carver. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath. Johnny and the bible of dreams - Sylvia Plath. Ham on Rye - Bukowski. Kafka on the Shore - Murakami. Before I die - Jenny Downham, Memories of Midnight - Sidney Sheldon, Misery - Stephen King, Death Message - Mark Billingham, Dreamer - Peter James, Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold, Are you afraid of the dark - Sidney Sheldon.

Outfits 2009/2010 - Part two

White Oleander (2002)