Still no camera! So I decided to post some of my old photos, not that old actually.
I am going to dye my hair now. I'll be back later :) xx

So today I felt a bit ill so my mother gave me some medicine she just asked me if I prefered capsules or drops. It's hard you know, it's like choosing between Rebecca Black's song or Jedward's. And I have trouble swallowing pills. It's awkward,I can't do it in front of people it doesnt work. I need to do it away from people and of course with glass of water. I have to throw the pill down my throat. Anyway I feel better I've just washed my hair and made a cup of white coffee. Do you like smelling your hair?

not yet

My hair! what a dilemma. When I was 15 everybody used to say that my hair was beautiful and perfect. It was long, light brown , straight from the top and slightly curly at the bottom. But I never really liked my hair so I started dyeing it and using straightener, results = well you can imagine. I had red hair, black, blonde, black and blonde at the same time and highlights. As it got really damaged I had to cut it really short. That was the end of the world for me, and yeah I did know it was my fault. Now it's getting a bit long (hopefully). I wish it was longer though. But to be honest I still hate my hair, I'm just hoping someday I will like it, perhaps when I stop damaging it.

Oh well! here I am staring at the computer drinking tea and listening to jazz. I do not wish to sleep, and I actually want another cup of tea, so I keep asking myself should I make it or not. Its weird how I can go from morning to the whole afternoon without eating anything just having cups of coffee and then at night time I feel like eating all the time. This is so not good :/

Breaking up is hard to do

Haha.

First of all thank you all so much for all the songs recommendations, it is really appreciated it, I'm still checking them out. I have to go through each comment and research it but I do it with joy. I've been dancing inside my room to the sound of 'The Crystals' today. spotify

24 January 2011.

With a fan heater placed close to me I warm myself up, my mother says it is not so good to have it so close though. I have to take a shower and put some thrifted clothes I bought in the dry machine. I'm also planing to finish reading my book tonight. kissx

photography

Today'song: Ole Black 'n' Blue Eyes - The Fratellis

I cried a lot today, thinking about it now makes me feel dumb. It was because of my cat.. I don't feel like typing right now even though it's 02:35 and I can't sleep, but I will tell ya some other day the reasons I cried a river. I should go to bed but I dont want to. I don't know what to do with myself. really!

Today'song: Bookends - Simon&Garfunkel

one more day goes by and I am still here.

image quality suck I know, today I woke up from a nightmare and I could not go back to sleep so I watched the film 'the secret life of bees' for the second time actually. I got loads of chocolate to eat right now so I think I should watch another film and enjoy my chocolate box/.

the language of love

I am still ill! Today I spent one more day in bed watching films. I took these pictures yesterday, ohhh I really need a flash gun.

New year 11

03/01/11 time goes by so fast! :/

03:57

I just got home and I'm going straight to bed, cause tomorrow I'm up early for christmas breakfast at my cousin's house, although I ate too much tonight I'm still looking forward to breakfast haha! Merry Christmas.

Hi there! I finally finished answering my formspring inbox. I've got zero questions now :) Well actually there's one or two left I will answer it now. Today was my last day at college, actually I have to go back there tomorrow morning to hand in my transparency film but that's all and then I am on holiday and I'm so excited. In january I will be back in college but it's going to be in a new building and that is cool. Some of you once asked me about what do I do at college, so here's two pictures I took inside college, it has nothing to do with college work though but I just thought I would show you.

I've been featured in this lovely and comely magazine.
http://www.ohcomely.co.uk/

my eyes are so bleary i guess i'm young but i feel so weary

I can't sleep, I can't drink coffee.. I am not sure if I have class tomorrow, I guess so. I miss my best friend, it's like even though you make new friends they will never replace the other.. to be honest none of them are like me,well they shouldn't be ofc but I mean in terms of thoughts and likes or dislikes... it's pretty hard to find someone that has plenty things in common like soul mates, it's funny but sometimes I wonder if I have a soul mate and where would this person be, what if this person is from China, Canada, Iceland or somewhere far away from here. it'd be cool, there should be a movie about something like that. But now seriously, can you guys recommend some cool blogs I wanted to see something new.. it can be yours just send the link.